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Comfort In My Own Arms

by Virtues

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1.
Comfort 01:14
I just wanted to feel the warmth The gentle touch of your immaculate skin You didn't even have to say a word All I needed was your presence Before my ashes interred Begrudgingly accepted everywhere I roam Just like an architect without a home Designing my life To fill up the gaps But until then I'm still trying I'm trying To find Comfort
2.
I have withered through every single struggle of what's to come Acceptance is what holds me here With so much room to grow I've got a tight grip on reality I need to make myself whole I searched for answers to break free Darkened halls and glaring corners Took a deep breath and listened to my heart exult I can feel my bones wrenching under the weight of grief Replace it with an easeful pain The rain taps against the windows The lies I've hidden between my teeth (The rain taps against the windows) Are some sort of a delicate truth I'm better off this way It's a sight of relief A beautiful monument Whatever happened to the man with wisdom The martyr to keep me unharmed And to land me on the rightful path The seasons change So do our perspective Shadows move precariously across the floor As I pace back and forth
3.
I've lost all prospect In growth and progression I build these gallows to swallow me in Isolate my way It's what I need right now I speak in tongues but it makes sense to you Justify what's left But my fear fuels the flames A sense of salvation A vacant despair So when the shade cloaks again Let me live within the moment Searching for a fleeting image A temporary blithe And I have this Tendency to think that everything is fine I'm caught in a certain descent And there are no aspirations Everyday I face the same old sequence I can't breathe It's like I'm drowning in a sea My lungs are giving out But I'm trying to keep my composure When the skies darken and the arms of the ocean sway I think about the words stitched to my mind Perpetuate the indefinite Showering fabricated prospects with a glimpse of concrete certainty Until I feel the gentle warmth of the process Touching my heart Until there's no damage deep down I'm fine Breathing life into the lifeless soul Until the river recedes again Longing for a worthwhile sentiment Dissolve the qualm I'll find my way When the ember glows inside I'll forgive myself
4.
Searching for hours Searching for nothing It draws me back to The times you used to stay A selfish love buried deep inside you What's more to say? Where do I turn to? And every night I wondered (This will forever be an apology) How did it feel To place your hands on another (With weary eyes and a broken heart) Set in stone, purify your actions Did you even love me from the start? (I'll let it disappear) Or was it a norm for you to tear me apart? (You can't reassure) I couldn't tell the difference anymore (So let's burn our bridges) Despite everything It's so compelling how The words that pour out From your mouth Are nothing more Than empty promises And I can't take this anymore So now I'm trying to Revert myself back To the person I once was Praying for a change in concept I guess I'll never know I guess I'll never I lay awake at night Thinking of what we could have been Everything I wasn't Drove you away from me So don't say you're sorry No more apologies With your knife in my back You watched me bleed I'm broken I'm bleeding And I know that you can't hear me Because the decisions that you made behind closed doors Showed your disregard for all we were before So now I lay alone In a bed for two In a house we made That was ruined by you I'm recovering from your absence But I'm still looking for the fragments Of myself
5.
Dear Me 03:15
This is what I've become Breathe in slowly, so encompassing I won't be a lost cause Harbouring adverse thoughts almost constantly But optimism is a euphoric allure Instil belief I turn my head up to the sky And I commune with nature Will I ever be the best version of myself? Time changes everything But I won't expire For what it's worth It's over and gone There's no turning back again A great part of my suffering has withered I'm moving closer Closer to inner peace No sadness No pain No remorse Have mercy on me (I'm in control) With every waking moment, I feel (I'm in control) With the thoughts running through my head I dream of reality A vessel built to shine A sudden surge for a need to escape Carry my fears away
6.
Substance 04:00
Pick your shirt off the bedroom floor Recollecting night after night What it's like to shove Your skin with needles to form a makeshift pain Endless cycles from day to night With your white lips and pale face Your head in the clouds A fragile state of mind What you need is silence A change in your stature Walk a little straighter And you'll see the transition An epiphany you already knew Is what separates me from you And you can't wake yourself up From a point of no return When rage and fury emerges Could you bear to watch Your mother's tears drop onto her cheeks Hindering the bond You had with this family Your hands came down empty Constantly surrounded by inadequate influences (Your loss) Dictated by substances, stuck in decay But mom and dad were your saviours after all You were provided with the brightest of life (Your luck) Yet you set upon yourself in the darkest of places Suffocating on your own empathy (Endless) Had choices to resonate but the air grows paper-thin What you need is silence A change in your stature Walk a little straighter And you'll see the transition An epiphany you already knew Is what separates me from you And you can't wake yourself up From a point of no return
7.
Departure 04:19
Will I remember you? Will you remember me? It felt like just yesterday as you sat beside me Smiling and telling me "Everything is gonna be alright" I just wished that you could've stayed by my side A dream that felt surreal Images I can't erase Your soul still lingers around I grieve upon your end I've lost myself the moment you took your last breath Precious times elude my memory The cigarette burns to its filter With a glass half full in my hands A fleeting moment of intoxication The cigarette burns to its filter With a glass half full in my hands So that I don't sink into insanity's deceptions Turn back the time I'll cherish every moment with you Turn back the time I'll hold you close and tell you how much you mean to me I bid farewell My eyes feel numb My heart feels empty No longer the same Desolation fills the void Time will tell when the reaper with his scythe will arrive The cloud engulfs the light I've lost all will I'm trapped within the walls of my mind A prisoner
8.
It's been a long time coming and I don't know how much longer I can stay But I can't imagine a life without you You know everyone has to go eventually, right? I know and that's true How I wish I could turn back the time How I wish that I could have witnessed you grow But it's okay, I understand that you have to go Then maybe I'll be able to finally find comfort in my own arms

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Full-length Album by Singaporean Melodic Hardcore band, Virtues.

Randy - Vocals
Zuhairi - Lead
Haziq - Rhythm
Syafiq - Bass/Backing Vocals
Jonathan - Drums

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released December 6, 2021

Recorded, mixed and mastered with VERTA Collective.
Artwork by Howard Tan (@howard.blackwork).
All music and lyrics by Virtues.

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Virtues are a 5-piece Melodic Hardcore band originating from Singapore.

Formed in 2010, Virtues continues to break down boundaries in hopes of giving voice to the voiceless, drawing inspiration from life experiences, daily struggles and mental wars. ... more

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